Revisiting The Spiritual Journey 2025 Year of Exposure A Synopsis

Updated: Jun 5, 2025

[Having spoken at length over the 40 Days of Revisiting the Spiritual Journey concerning all that transpired during my experience, as well as what the Lord has revealed to me through it, we now offer this very brief summation. If you have not been with us on this adventure, and desire more illumination, I pray you will seek out the 40 Days of Revisiting the Spiritual Journey we have just completed.]

On the evening of January 16, I fell suddenly ill to a level I have never experienced in terms of a regular illness. I had come close to death at the birth of my first son, who was delivered by an emergency cesarean section. Having lost a great amount of blood, they began to administer blood transfusions. They did not know, and I did not know, that the total blood transfusion I had been given at my own birth (at which time they gave little hope for my living, or having all my faculties if I did survive, due to complications from Rh factor), had caused my body to produce an antibody to something found in most people’s blood. Therefore, the blood they were giving me, rather than helping me, was making me much worse.

I remember, at that point in time, hearing a voice speaking to me, telling me that if I was going to live, I must decide to live. I didn’t see any tunnels of light, but was in a gray “room” with a ceiling and a floor but no walls. At that point, I said that I had to live to be with my newborn son and my husband. By the power of God, I did live.

Of course, over the years I have had illnesses, but nothing like what I experienced in those days in January of 2024. And, at times of great stress, I have had some very troubling physical symptoms, but never experienced what I experienced from January 16 of 2024 through January 25 of 2024.

During this time I knew that a battle was raging over my survival. But the enigmatic nature of what I was sensing was that I felt I was more so a spectator, or was somehow “hosting” a battle within myself. I felt that I had become “nothing.”

Please understand. This wasn’t a feeling of depression, or despair, but it was the first time I can remember where I could not see beyond the moment I was in. More enigmatic still, I had an odd “calm.” I seemed to be standing outside of my own usual emotional reactions.

What would take place over those 10 days would be what I have been referencing as “The Spiritual Journey.”

During this time of extreme emptiness, the Lord spoke to me through a series of dreaming visions, as well as waking visions. The dreaming visions came as I was sleeping; the waking visions came when I was clearly awake, but with my eyes closed.

During the waking visions, a parade of “entities” came, offering their “help” for my situation. In each case, I recognized that they were not from the Lord, commanded they leave, and they did.

In the dreaming visions I was taken through what I came to understand to be representing the world system, full of deceit and debauchery, a “vampire” system that distracts human beings with lusts of the flesh, while simultaneously sucking the life force out of God’s highest creation.

I went through what I have referenced as the “arcade world,” into the “Mardi Gras world,” and into the “museum” of animals. Each of these destinations offered insight into how the world system operates, and the tragedy, the fallen world system has caused for all the creation.

As earlier stated, I was more so an observer in this “tour.” But, just before the journey would end, it all got personal, very personal.

After leaving the museum of animals, I then became an active participant in the vision. Now I met head-on, the forces behind what I knew was a heresy, but did not understand fully the demonic nature, the demonic connection, found in what I have referenced as “Kingdom Now” theology. This part of the sleeping visions ended with me rejecting—in no uncertain terms—any connection I had ever had with that doctrine.

As I have said, I never had any inclination toward that way of thinking. In fact, I have for most of my life had a deep sense that we are living in the Last Days before the Lord’s return.

Several years ago, the Lord challenged me with the statement: “You are not excited about My return.” Of course, the Lord was right and I began to focus more on Bible passages concerning His return, and those things which must happen leading up to His return.

Then, a few years after that, the Lord showed me in another dreaming vision that my life was to be about proclaiming: “